Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:00:12 GMT

These men came to the institution today, they asked me all kinds of questions about Cherry Hollow. I didn't have any answers for them though. The nurses said that when I was brought here I was very ill. The doctors at Cherry Hollow blamed it on me saving my meds and then over dosing. I don't know what to think. I don't remember trying to kill myself, but I don't remember much at all. The detectives asked me about upstairs and what happened up there. I don't remember it though. All those months I spent up there, and all I can recall is the first few days. Sometimes I remember seeing a doctor or nurse come into my room, but I don't know what they did to me up there. I don't even remember when they took me. I just woke up there one day. I woke up in this room that looked a lot like my old room, but when I went to open the door, it was locked. When I started to scream some nurses came in and sedated me. When I woke up again I was strapped to my bed. Doctor Greeley came in and spoke to me for a while the next day. I was let out of my restraints to eat that night, and the next morning, but after that it's all a blur until I woke up here. I like it here. Sometimes I think about the people at cherry hollow and wonder how they were, but I'm actually getting better now. I thought it was a lie when Dr. Greeley told me that what I saw in the mirror was all a lie, but I believe it now. I still see the same thing, and I still wear my sunglasses, but I believe it.

I got a letter from Caelan the other day. He's planning on proposing to his girlfriend in a few weeks. I promised him I'd plan his wedding. I can't do it all from inside here though so I told him I'd do my best to be out in time to finish up all the planning. That's another weird thing about cherry hollow.When Caelan stopped hearing from me he began to send letters all the time. Cherry Hollow sent all my stuff with me. There were a bunch of boxes and in one, there was a pile of letters from my brother. I don't remember reading them, I don't think I got them at all. There's no way to know for sure though, they were all opened, someone read them, but they read everyone's letters there. People think that something awful happened up there, but I'm afraid I'll never really know what happened.

Cameron